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hey hookers [18 Jan 2005|12:01am]
lot of stuff.. and tons of new pics.
oh man

thanksgiving went to CO
Christmas stayed in tx.
had a freaking awesome bad ass winter break
and now school starts tomorrow

straylight run, something corporate and armor for sleep feb 1st.
ive never been more excited in my life.
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too much.. [01 Oct 2004|12:45am]
too much to write about..if your truely interested just check out the xanga or look at my pics, i have a TON new ones

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/joyface529/my_photos

fall out boy, tbs and mathbook romance concert soon!

going home tomorrow for fall break! im pumped.
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8 days untili move out! [10 Aug 2004|03:35pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

its been like the first day in FOREVER i got to sleep in! SUH-WEET! i slept until almost effing 3pm, whoops.
i saw nappy d once again last night-pissed off the ppl next to us, hit up taco bueno with the gang, played sardines (may sound like a 5th grade game-cuz it is) but back off, but its awesome. im okay with being 18 years old and playing that game. we played at claytons house and then headed to sara gerloffs house and played outside-she has 4 acres, so we had to draw the lines to where our boundaries were.

hmm, what else? just a good night, summer is coming to a close and there are still a lot of ppl i want to hang out with before i leave and things i want to do ;).. dangit! we'll see how that all works out.

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[08 Aug 2004|12:46pm]
so ALOT has happened ppl, ALOT and i suck at this whole "livejournal" thing really i do. if you REALLY wanna know what has been goin on in my life check out the xanga www.xanga.com/joyfuljro529

been hangin out with the guys a lot. jacob, jeffmo, gunter, nickoli etc.

i freaking move out in like 11 days! HOLY HESHMA! ahh! im gettin freakin anxious. like i think im ready, but down inside its screaming that im not..so not really sure what to think.

oh and i have pics up if you wanna check em out! (this is mostly for sarah and meagan to keep up with my dang cousins! i think we are going up there for thanksgiving!!) so thats pretty awesome

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/joyface529/my_photos
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dead hamster-ew. [17 Jul 2004|12:13am]
**TRAUMATIZING STORY**

ok so apparently the people i housesit for had a couple of hamsters in the colder seasons of this year.but the kids never took care of them and somehow, 4 months ago (or so) the hamsters dissappeared.

well today, i let merrick out, and when i come back inside i notice hes chewing on something that looks REALLY nasty, im on the phone with my sister and im like "i think its a mouse, oh my gosh, thats disgusting" im freaking out. and im like "MERRICK DROP IT" and then put him back in the crate. my sister informs me about the missing hamsters from forever ago-and i realize we had just found one of them...dead, with no hair on its little body, with its tiny little hamster mouth open, the little thing had little bloody spots on it. so i now had to do something with it..but i hated to even get near it! thats disgusting. but faith(my sister) informs me i cant leave merrick in his crate all day, bleh, bleh bleh. anyways so i have to get up enough courage to sweep this tiny little dead creature outside, it was hard to sweep, it kept on kinda sticking to the ground..if that makes sense..it was freakin nasty. i wanted to die! i got it outside finally after much sweeping.

yeck.
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im the suckiest housesitter..EVER [13 Jul 2004|02:24pm]
so who gets locked out a house that they are housesitting for and has to have the window broken? yea. thats me. and its not just a window, its the entire back door window. wow.
i finally called and told the ppl and balled my entire way through it-they were ultra cool about it, but i felt like crap for having to do that, and getting locked out in the first place, i felt like a major ass.
anywho, luckily brandon came over and steven and dane did too so we got it figured out.
then later on that night steven and david came over and we hung out together it was a nice time, i never hang with those boys anymore so it was cool.

hope nothing else goes wrong this week, maybe i just shouldnt housesit anymore-that was suggested by kell, bc well just crap goes wrong, and its not good, its stressful and sucky!! but oh well, im doing good and if your in the flower mound area, call and come on over baby!
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scrumtulescent! [12 Jul 2004|11:37am]
im housesitting once again..and besides the fact taht one of the dogs i housesit for craps everywhere-i mean i have been doing this for 2 days, and its already shat like 10 times..not even exaggerating..INSIDE THE HOUSE-im running low on paper towels so i dont really know what i can do..it really makes me gag and want to die.
but besides taht im loving it! call if you want to come over and play!
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housesitting biatch! [02 Jul 2004|12:56pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

oh yea, so i love this whole having an entire house to myself and havin friends over whenever i darn well please! (except for the whole horrifyign spending the night by yourself thing) yesterday lauren came to drop off cds then left, but then around 4 mr.hot jamie hooper came (haha kristine "stop living your life vicariously through me!--yea that came out of his mouth..not mine) and stayed watched movies,made and ate dinner, hung out etc! much fun was had. and then rob and jeff came over 9ish us 4 all had a good time,i spose we hung out until like 1230 i spose-we played poker with fruit loops (we didnt have any poker chips..plus who cares when i dont even know how to play)just the past few days have been a major blessing, SO much fun! and i have loved it, i have renewed my friendship w. roberto so thats really cool..yea, its been great, so much fun, you can read ALL about my everyday-ness in my xanga..well-time to swim..well as soon as miss double d dinsmore comes on over!

polly come over, bring bonnie!

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new cds baby! [29 Jun 2004|01:35pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

yesterday i hung out with my dear kelly and lauren, we had a blast together! we did a bit of chic-fil-a action, target and wal-mart i got 4 cd's and a dvd yesterday...i got avrils new cd, smile empty soul, something corporate(north)-(i really doubted it bc it didnt sound as good as the last one for a while, but now i really am liking it) also i got death cab for cutie, im enjoyin em all a lot. the dvd i bought was "seven" im strangely infatuated with such a movie.

"so one last touch and then you'll go
and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
but it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me (x2)"-death cab for cutie-tiny vessels.

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adventures of kelly and Joyface! [27 Jun 2004|07:03pm]
ok back from NJ-yea it was aweosme, and now im tanner! whooo!!
kellygirl486 (6:58:14 PM): ahh the joys of being a girl
Safety1st OR 2nd (6:58:52 PM): yea..their awesome
kellygirl486 (7:01:55 PM): i also like the fact that human beings will come out of our vagina's some day!
Safety1st OR 2nd (7:02:11 PM): yes yes.
Safety1st OR 2nd (7:02:55 PM): its not only disgusting, but my friend-its a little miracle, a little nasty covered with shit miracle
kellygirl486 (7:03:10 PM): hahah this is true
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just changed a crap filled diaper..awesome. [23 Jun 2004|07:07pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

****convo with kristine****
its long, but deal, who reads this anyways? like 3 ppl..

eye cried a star: HOW ADORABLE. im so glad you're babysitting them
eye cried a star: by being on the computer
Safety1st OR 2nd: hahaha
Safety1st OR 2nd: they are FIN
E
Safety1st OR 2nd: seriously, they are in their playpen..which is RIGHT by the computer
Safety1st OR 2nd: and i can see farrett too
Safety1st OR 2nd: garrett?***
eye cried a star: HAHAHH FARRETT!
Safety1st OR 2nd: yea
eye cried a star: right, i believe you
Safety1st OR 2nd: oops! :-)
Safety1st OR 2nd: good kid, just a bit hairy
eye cried a star: right..by.. the..computer.
eye cried a star: hahah hairy..lip?
Safety1st OR 2nd: duh
Safety1st OR 2nd: and everywhere else
Safety1st OR 2nd: he already has pubes
eye cried a star: EW
Safety1st OR 2nd: and hes 4
eye cried a star: GOD
eye cried a star: you are kiddingh
eye cried a star: -h
Safety1st OR 2nd: yea, i have to shave it for him
eye cried a star: you would like that
Safety1st OR 2nd: haha
Safety1st OR 2nd: yea, your right.
Safety1st OR 2nd: oh wait
Safety1st OR 2nd: IM NOT A PEDIPHILE!!!!!
eye cried a star: waiting..
eye cried a star: HAHAHHA uh huh
eye cried a star: i suppose mike jacko said that too
Safety1st OR 2nd: you whore
Safety1st OR 2nd: BRB ahhh
eye cried a star: you whore purchaser
Safety1st OR 2nd: you wish, then i could purchase you!
eye cried a star: I WOULDNT GIVE YOU THE TIME OF DDDDDAAY father fucker!
eye cried a star: you couldnt afford this pretty woman infringed whore
Safety1st OR 2nd: haaaaha
Safety1st OR 2nd: ok well poopy kid brb
eye cried a star: okaaay urine adult
Safety1st OR 2nd: haha im not sure what that means
Safety1st OR 2nd: ohh i got it
eye cried a star: haha nice!
Safety1st OR 2nd: opposites, pretty clever for a high school drop out mother effing whore
eye cried a star: dont be jealous
Safety1st OR 2nd: never
Safety1st OR 2nd: yea, were awesome
Safety1st OR 2nd: and this one will go in the lj-too racey for the xanga
eye cried a star: yeah, they will get offened
eye cried a star: and be like
eye cried a star: "can good christians say things like whore"
Safety1st OR 2nd: haha
Safety1st OR 2nd: its true

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[23 Jun 2004|10:03am]
this is just entirely more difficult then easy ol xanga, but im trying to adjust-promise. and like i dont have many "friends" on here so i somewhat feel like a loser..but again that is just me putting my freakin self worth in an online journal. i mean honestly who the hell does that?! yea-thats me.. today i woke up at 5am, sat and thought about a lot of stuff tryng to get back to sleep for an hour, then read for an hour, and then slept for two more until my mother awoke me so we could go to the bank and set up a checkng acct. got that done, and here in a couple of hours miss kirtsy and i are going shopping for wedding crap (we leave tomorrow!!!) and then i work at 530.

to my dear cousins: i effin want to come visit, hopefully thatll happen. miss and love you guys.
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[22 Jun 2004|10:30pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

ok im amped! i am house sitting once again this summer, and they have an effin pool!!: ) and its in TC, so i can work too its july 1st-6th and she gave me permission to have a few pals to come over! yay!!
today i woke up at 130ish, did thank you notes while watching bruce almighty hooray! yea..i had to have something to entertain me, and i was watching the deleted scenes and one part toward the end this was said:
"Triumph is born out of struggle" and then he goes on to say "Fate is the alchemist" which i did not understand so the infamous steven explained it to me, and here is what he had to say:
brokencrayon sdh (9:28:56 PM): well, an alchemist is someone who messes with metals by adding impurities to substances making different compounds and stuff
brokencrayon sdh (9:29:29 PM): so i assume it means that hard work leads to triumph, but fate is the one who puts all the pieces together
brokencrayon sdh (9:30:08 PM): so like, i can work hard writing scripts and making movies and could succeed, but fate is the one who puts me in the right spot at the right time to give me lucky breaks
(fate would imply God(in this sense), bc Morgan freeman plays God in the movie and is probably talking about himself) does that make sense?
Morgan Freeman is talking to Bruce saying "if you want to paint pictures like these Bruce you gotta use some dark colors" i thought that was cool..not everything in our lives are hunky dory, But God sees the ending,He WILL use it for His glory. believe it or not, its your freakin choice.
after the movie, helped my brother try to find an anime website for intial d i was very frustrated and im like thinking "why anime, how gay?!!" but thats just me, i just dont appreciate it i guess, never really watched it either, maybe i need to give it a chance, so calm down if your a lover of anime.
after that, Bible study at church with the gals, it was really good and we had some great discussions. seriously. i loved it. i reccomend the book "After His own Heart" By Beth Moore, its the "intimate reflections of the life of David" its a winner! most def.

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[22 Jun 2004|01:50pm]
[ mood | blah ]

so i guess this is my FIRST real post, bc the other one i did not write-sadly. oh how i wish i did.

but anyways, you know what sucks about graduating? all the freakin thank you notes, and getting bugged by your parents to do not only that but scholarship stuff-STILL. its most annoying. so i should be doing those pretty soon.

and july 11th-18th i guess im housesitting we'll see, faith wants me to go to FL with them, but i need money and the only way to accomplish that is to housesit for them or sell my body in FL-which is another option i am open to! jk

thurs i leave for NJ and tomorrow Kirst and i are shopping for it, shoe and clothes the whole bit, hopefully Gap has some amazing sales, spending graduation money on stuff you need would kind of suck.

anywho..im out

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confession... [21 Jun 2004|10:30pm]
[ mood | pleased! ]

Hello! Livejournal at last! I’m in a really good mood, I’m in sort of pain, but for all the right reasons! today was marvelous, a day I will never forget or regret!!! I met this really gorgeous guy by the name of Tipton (haha I know silly name, but I think it’s adorable…tippy..tipster) anyways, we got to talkin’ about religion and general interests and he asked me if I wanted to go grab something to eat, so of course I agree! How could I possibly say no to someone as gorgeous as him? and his friggin name is TIPTON!
We went to this really cutesy café.. I forget the name of it… he totally bought me lunch! I felt really bad and I offered him money and of course he didn’t take it. Such a sweet guy. We exchanged numbers! Woo go me! So I go back home and my WORKING CELL PHONE does its little ring and guess who it is? Yep tippy! he’s like hey, you want to hang out tonight… well duh I do! Haha didn’t say that, it was more like “yes that would be great!” so he said he’d come get me, but I was just like I’ll go over to your house and we can just go from there… i get to his house and he invites me in and we just end up talking about a lot of things in his room. it was so cute. we would look into each others eyes and he would tell me that I’m really pretty and I’d blush and I’d say “boy you know you be hot” and he’d giggle and blush too..so one thing led to another he was like hey would it be cool if we just watched a movie here or hung out or something? i was completely comfortable with him and so the whole hanging out watching a movie idea was def. a plan he put in along came polly…we’ve both seen it so we just chatted mostly throughout the whole movie… cute as ever.. he leaned his head in and kissed me and BAM we’re totally making out!!!! he was making me all hot and this really good weird feeling and I just began to take his shirt off…. Then he took mine off… then the pants…panties…everything… on the floor. we just kept kissing and I told him to stop then he was like ok ok im sorry.. but i only told him to stop to put on a penis wrapper.. so that he did.. and the penetration of the baby factory began.. it hurt for a while but after a while omg it felt sooooo goooooood. i’ll spare yall most of the details! Ha! So I have been deflowered, cherry popped, virginity gone, and fucked!sike..i love you joy and your journal is now set up

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